..then there was faith

The world did not end.
I am breathing. I can feel the blood in my veins.
I can feel my shivering hand.
How I am alive? I always thought the world would collapse when you left.
Collapse, it did. Not the entire world. But, my world.
There was a void before you entered my world, But I wasn't aware.
Then you came, filled it with light, love and faith.
Now you are gone. And I sit in darkness.
I have love, just mine. Your's left with the light.
Now what do I do with this faith?
Neither do I understand it nor accept it.
I can't throw it away, it has a part of you. A part of you that defined me.
But your definition of me is choking me and I wrench the faith away.
There I was faithless, light less with my heart full of love.
I walked taking that love as my crutches.
Oh. I was disgusted. Threw them away.
There I was faithless, light less and now.... loveless.
I glowed in the dark as bright as me. I couldn't see in the dark, walk without my crutches but then there was faith.